How to break up with your church, prt. 4 (of 5)

broken-rope-break-up-with-your-church

image courtesy of 123rf.com

…continued from How to break up with your church, prt. 3

4. Common characteristics of those who have broken up with my church in a loving, healthy, and classy way

  • They set up a time to meet with me and affirm their love and respect for me, and that they look forward to meeting with me. Notice that this would be impossible if they had been gradually building up a list of complaints or grudges against me, so it begins with relating in healthy ways to begin with.
  • During our conversation, they share their “journey,” from coming to Wildwind Church and being excited, to eventually realizing maybe they need to move on. They honestly share their change of circumstances, how their hearts/situation/needs have changed, and then non-critically share why they don’t feel Wildwind is the place for them anymore. Sometimes, though not always, they even express regret for not talking to me sooner, or other mistakes they may have made. The point is, they are honest, but vulnerable and open. I see their hearts and, whether or not I agree with their decision (sometimes I do and sometimes I don’t), I respect both that it is theirs to make and the way they are making it. I am filled both with regret over losing them, and with deeper love and respect for them, and this often becomes the basis for great fondness and affection between us that continues long after they are gone.
  • They express love for our people (and often for me), and appreciation for the relationships they have enjoyed. They affirm the value of Wildwind Church, and their respect for our calling and our work in the community. No pastor (except very toxic ones) needs to hear that he/she is perfect, or that their church is the best place for everyone. But everyone wants to be spoken to respectfully and lovingly and be appreciated for their work. This is true for all loving people as they attend, and true for all who lovingly leave.
  • They often share ways in which I, and/or my church, have impacted their lives and express an understanding that, for a certain season, Wildwind was the place for them. Most pastors understand seasons, that they come and go. Remember, most churches are right place only for a season even for the pastor.

Do not be concerned that you may be too gentle, and your pastor may fail to learn whatever lessons there might be to learn in your departure. No matter how kind and loving and reassuring you are, your pastor will probably ache when you leave. Even if you take great pains to assure them they have done nothing wrong, they will question themselves for a while. The sweeter and more loving and gentle you are, the more your pastor will respect you, love you, and miss you when you are gone. The meaner and more angry you are, the happier they will be to see you go. Who wouldn’t feel that way?

Some might think, “But I’ll be so angry. I’ll have so much I want to say.” I would ask whether you’ve had a conversation with your pastor already. If not, why have you waited? There is little point in saying those things now that you have already decided to leave. If you have talked with your pastor already, then your pastor already knows how you feel. Consider that he/she either did not agree with you about the situation and decided not to take action, or agreed and wasn’t able to take action for reasons only he/she knows as the leader, or agreed and is planning on taking action but now isn’t the time, or perhaps is still considering it. There are probably other possibilities, but these are the main ones.

In any case, what value will there be in venting your anger, frustration, or disappointment? Will you feel good about yourself after the conversation? If you see your pastor at dinner in a few weeks, will you be able to shake their hand and wish them well with a clear conscience? Regardless of why you left, won’t you still want the pastor to think well of you and not struggle to look you in the eye? Won’t you want to be proud of the way you conducted yourself, even if your pastor fell into the group of pastors who do not handle this stuff well? Do you ultimately want to leave a legacy of love, or of anger and negativity?

 

Please note: I reserve the right to delete comments that are offensive or off-topic. A request for me to defend some of my comments does not obligate me to do so.

  • Joanie Williams

    Thank you for this:) I had an experience like this…I wanted to serve singing with the worship team at my church. The pastor kept putting restrictions on my servitude: you need to be married, ( once I was married, I asked again to serve: His reply: you need to be a member. I do not know why, but I just didn’t feel that it was right, I explained my feelings, was a regular member, always attending, properly tithing etc. but something inside was speaking to me about membership and what a commitment it was. I didn’t feel right committing when I had this voice saying no inside of me. My Pastor began telling the congregation that I was a rogue. This hurt my feelings deeply, because I was open and honest, it was not that I didn’t want to be a member of a group, it was the voice inside. He acted as though I was being rebellious, which definetly was not the case. I stayed and prayed. I told God I would stay until He gave me signs that I should move! I had a dream that I was on the grass yard on front of the church, I could see the church in the background and I was crying. The pastor and his wife were just standing there shaking their heads as of in disappointment… But they never extended a gesture of comfort. In the background distance I saw a figure coming towards us, it was blurry at first and slowly as it drew nearer it became clearer. As it drew close I could see perfectly, it was my previous Pastor.. He moved right past them, picked me up and lovingly carried me away…I felt peace. The day after the dream three of my family members and another person outside the family asked if I would consider returning to this Pastors church….that was my validation from God to move! We attended that Sunday and right after service I was approached and asked if we were just visiting or staying… When I replied” We are Staying”, I was immediately asked to join the worship team. I had never served on the worship team before at this church. This was God! Of course I said yes! I am so overjoyed that God placed me where I am. My family and I are all members. God knew what I didn’t. Indeed pastors are no more perfect than any man. Go to God for direction, he will always answer. We just need to really listen. I pray for the pastor who slandered me among my congregation, I love him dearly regardless of his actions, and I pray that he gains wisdom. God bless<3

    • Anytime leaders gripe about their followers to other followers, something is messed up.

  • Pingback: How to break up with your church, prt. 5 (of 5) - DavidKFlowers.com()

  • Ruth

    I would say the same goes for when Pastor’s face hard times at the church they’re at. When Mark and I were pastoring we faced a couple of really rough ministry situations where we were let go. It would’ve been easy, incredibly easy to stir up bad stuff. We had friends…it would’ve been easy to cause division. We were hurt. It would’ve come natural. I’m so grateful though that somehow through the grace of God…we didn’t. I can go back to any church we ever served, attend a service, see the people, etc. and not have one bad moment or feel any kind of cringe. I am so grateful at this point that I have churches in several locations who love me and my family. Had we vented…gotten angry in our hurt, said things that might have been honest…but things that didn’t need to be said, I wouldn’t feel that way.
    I honestly believe that God honored our decision to leave with honor and love even when we were hurt.
    Ironically some of those same people who caused hurt…were some of the ones who when Mark got sick were the first to respond with love, care, gifts, and meals. God worked on our hearts and He also work on theirs.
    Church can easily be a place for a lot of hurt and anger…but it can also be a place where healing and grace can happen even when we move on and trust God for the next season.
    I’m so grateful for the fact that we are loved well today…by people who at one time we might not have loved well because of what was happening to us. God has redeemed everything.